-, 23 '19.
Posts are just random sketches of my emotions :)

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Youth
Thursday, 1 August 2019
"Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone" — Youth, Daughter.

I was thinking of posting an entry when I heard this line from the song that was playing on my laptop.

Anyway, what I'm gonna talk about has absolutely nothing to do with the song or the line. I just think that the line caught my attention—okay don't mind that let's proceed to the actual gist.

Recently, my emotions have been overpowering my ability to function as and think like a normal, well-behaved human being. Feeling extra sensitive probably because I'm pmsing and such but suddenly I feel like I have zero control over my emotions and feelings. I just don't know. Maybe I'm just tired of having my true feelings repressed. Maybe I'm just sick of having to keep things to myself. Can't help it, I am not that kind of person who will share their thoughts with others undoubtedly. I have trust issues. Whatever on that but right now it's so hard to keep mind over matter. I really hope time will help me to become more matured in handling these petty things. 


Ok, for now, that's all. I just don't know how to end this post so yeah till next post, bye.

/// older post of mine that I decided to publish recently. hell- some things just don't change huh.

xo.