You see, I am far off from having a lot of friends, and I do appreciate every single one of my 5, 6 friends who kind enough to want to get involved with me. I am thankful for life for what every of them had offered me, let it be help, time, comfort and a supportive friendship. But, it is wrong for me to think of myself first in situations that needed me to? Do they think I make such decisions without taking them into consideration first? If I really am an uptight and selfish person, then why did I have to be stupid enough to want to go through trouble to ask them beforehand or why did I even bother clarifying myself and lower down my ego just so they misunderstand things and feel bad?
I want to continue writing this post, but I'll stop here for now.
Till then.
xo.
